One of my favorite afternoons was a result of a strange and rather difficult assignment to spend 3 hours in silence and solitude listening to God. Silence, only listening. Not praising God for who He is or thanking Him for what He has done...but silent, only listening.
OK, I spent the first half of my 3 hours napping, some time snacking and finally, I did stop and just listen. I initially wanted to resort to my usual routine of sharing my thoughts, needs and desires and asking God to bless them or flipping through the Bible, looking for a word of encouragement...something I wanted to hear and claiming it as a "Word from the Lord."
After my mind finally stopped racing and I was still, silent and ready to listen...I became a little scared and embarrassed. I even wanted to try to hide or think of things to say that would fill up this awkward silence. Even though I believe the Lord is always with me, nothing I have done is unknown to Him, not my thoughts, feelings or deepest, darkest secrets, I still felt vulnerable. Being still, silent, alone with the Lord was difficult, revealing and amazing. During this time, I felt the Lord's presence, experienced peace, joy and forgiveness and I did hear from the Lord! It was an amazing afternoon!
Be still and know that I am God! Psalms 46:10
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